PROFILE
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City Harvester.
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Yuhua Primary | 1D,2D,3D,4E,5F,6F |
Hong Kah Sec | 1A,1B,2C,3B 4B |
Tag
date:Saturday, February 28, 2009
time:2/28/2009
title:^2 FAM 1st Outing.
Hey, yesterday was ^2 FAM outing. First, Ray, Hui, Fen Fang, Sherlyn, Yilin and of course me, we met up at the MRT station at JE. We went to city hall, found Yang waiting for us. Hungry, so went to food republic to eat. It was damn expensive la, one plate of chicken rice and braised egg cost $6.30 and then the sour mango juice cost $3.50. After the lunch, we went to walk around, Serene then went to Mango to buy a shirt. Took neos at the arcade, the neo machine was too small for all of us, so we squeezed quite a fair bit to take the photo.This is the photo.
Other photos.
Zilian in toilet siol, me,Ray and Yang.
After that, we went to West Bowl and bowled.
I played so lousily, my skills all gone, blah, last time average got 130++now only 80-100.
Rust le, uhh.
Finshed bowling, Serene, Fen Fang and Yang left, the 5 of us then went for dinner at Sumo house at central.
Dinner...
Sent Yilin and Hui home, i and Ray chatted on the bus back home.
Yesterday was damn fun luh, ^2 FAM rocks, wooo.
LALA, pic time. Sorry ah, first time posting pics,hope it turn out good.
During bowling.
The girls.
My bowling stance.
Whoa, Ray bowling, Shuai sia!!like expert.
Sherlyn bowling, she claims she dun know how to bowl, like real.
HAHA,
That's all for today.
^2 FAM is loved
BlaZe883
date:Saturday, February 21, 2009
time:2/21/2009
title:Happy life...
Haha, had a good day yesterday and today. Okaye, i'll start with today.Today, went to play basketball in the morning with Nicholas, Ray and Francis. Starting just play random matches until a few people came then we decided to play match with them. LOL, we completely trashed them, but Nic says let water so we played slack anyhow shoot and dun play serious. After a while, Nic suddenly play serious. I asked him why he say the people said that we were lousy, i was like uhh, they say we lousy? okaye then we show them what we have. Again trashed them upside down.Forget about them, then after that in the afternoon, we go watch movie. The people who go are Ray, me , Xinyi, Kenneth, Weili and Xinyi's friend. ( Sorry, i didn't catch your name.) We watched Valkyrie, was quite nice for us as we understand cause we study HISTORY. Bought a shirt, went for dinner then went home.
Yesterday, whoa, boring routine like every friday, after that NPAP, was really fun fun fun. LOL, cause there is good news which we are not supposed to spread around. Haha, let Ray be main cause can see he really wanted it. Hey Ray, u better do well or i'll replace u. Haha. Then after NPAP, dinner with Hui and Rene. Chatted for quite a while, went home. Msned then formed our new clique. ^2 Fam, weird name huh, cause all of us got nickname of like Bel Bel or Yang Yang or Ray Ray. Something like that, hence the name.
BlaZe883
date:Tuesday, February 17, 2009
time:2/17/2009
title:A little to not over u...
Haha, I'm okaye already, I'm getting over it already. Hmmm, i feel so tired now, fatigued, because there is no motivation for me to carry on anymore, if i continue to persist, it will only make things awkward for everyone, so i've decided to stop and give up now.Today was boring the same as usual, only for F&N class, the intern teachers were the ones teaching today. Class ended at about 5, walked out of school looking listless, feeling so tired. Walked to 258 and to look see look see for a moment. Went back then bathe and headed to grandma place. Now still at grandma place, going off soon.
BlaZe883
date:Friday, February 13, 2009
time:2/13/2009
title:Leap Of Faith
11/02/2009This was the day i finally took a step of faith, i finally dared to send the text i have been planning for the few days...I was so worried, i even prayed to my lord, to accede to my request.
12/02/2009
I waited and waited for the answer, but i didn't get any for this day. Went to NPCC, trying to cover my sinking feeling already but to no avail, i still felt very down. My teaching style for yesterday was crappy, as to say my feelings were so fcuked up. I didn't wann to feel alone so i hanged out around everyone.
13/02/2009
Heard that a decision have been made, i was really sad to hear that it was the bad ending of my thoughts, feeling very crapped, i continued to try to look normal but when it was Physics lesson, i couldn't take it anymore, it was the last straw, i broke out (it's been ages since i broke out like that)....i couldn't control myself at all.
Thanks to the encouragement from my friends, i managed to then get a hold on myself.
I really hope u'll continue to consider and hopefully u'll accept me.
haha
i'm gonna hang tough.
BlaZe883
date:Sunday, February 8, 2009
time:2/08/2009
title:
Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
Recently everything seems to have gone wrong and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of 'Should I?' or 'Shouldn't I?'. At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.
BlaZe883
date:Friday, February 6, 2009
time:2/06/2009
title:6th Feb 2009
Today, normal school day but is the start of the NPCC annual parade. At 1:30, got chinese test, i rushed my way through the test, after finishing the test, went to NP room, then change into half u. Arrived at HTA then kanna sabo, the sir ask for an incharge, no one go then i volunteered, i too used to the NCO style of commanding then moved around when commanding, so the sir say i not supposed to move. Haiz, marched them to the grand stand, dun noe what the person trying to say, again hai me dun noe what to do. Nvm, forget it. Never gonna do I.c again, flag bearer was fun but tiring for the arms. Other than that nothing much la. haha.Sadded liaos...
BlaZe883
date:Tuesday, February 3, 2009
time:2/03/2009
title:3rd Feb 2009
Today was a short day, until 1:30 then dismiss le. First lesson was S.S, we did the SBQ's for the whole lesson. After that was Chem, got back our results for test. I got 17/25, but i felt was rather bad, still can be improved de. Then was F&N, was taught the digestive system thing for the whole lesson. After recess was e-math, got back quiz result, 10/10 full marks, was really glad la, thought i had some careless mistakes. Then was the CNY concert, was quite bored cause the performance wasn't very impressive as it was kinda last min preparation.School ended, Nicholas, Ray and I went to play basketball, then Francis and Yonghao joined in. We played for quite a while then bout 4 plus, we stopped. Chatted with Ray for bout an hour or so then went home.
Feeling unsure right now.
BlaZe883
date:Monday, February 2, 2009
time:2/02/2009
title:2nd Feb 2009
Today, reached school bout 7:10 like that, saw Ray and his newly cut hair. I thought, ure fringe isn't that bad man, anyways i'm not gonna laugh at u. I know the feeling of getting my fringe cut off okaye. So chit chat with him for a while then went to assemble le. Wow, we recited the pledge for three times... Class started as usual...........Until physics period, the teacher who relief our class came in because our teacher was not here. He was umm really a little...strict. He scolded some of my classmates then still threatened to bring them to the discipline teacher downstairs. LOL, just for something minor...
Anyways, i wash my hands off this matter.
Haha this thursday going to the dry shoot with the sec 3's at the Jurong HQ site.
BlaZe883